She past Away

The girl that i love so much,
had to past away,
now i live with this pain,
it strikes me everyday

sometimes i feel,
as i wish it was me,
just so she could live,
and live on happily

old past memories
stay glued to my head,
they just bring back tears,
i just cry in my bed

She had to leave me here,
She just left me all alone
No one to ease my pain
The girl to call my own

I felt so much for her
Lords knows i love her so
But now she has past
She had to leave and go

It was her time.
but i wanted it to be mine
he should of took me then her,
then i would of been fine

Sometimes i feel like,
Ending my life
i had a whole future with her
She was going to be my wife

Now the future is gone
And i sit with an empty space
just laying in my bed
Thinking about her face

Every second i think
a tear starts to arrive
and makes me think
on how i cant survive

i cant survive without her,
I love her with every inch i can
she was my protector when I'm weak
she was my helping hand

but now that she past away
what do i have left then to pray
To god that I'd see her again
To take my life the very next day..