Can't give it anymore

by Mona   Feb 8, 2006


I'm depressed
You're obsessed
All you want is sex
All I want is a life less complex

You should know I tried to save this relationship
But that's the part you wish to skip
I can't give it to you anymore
I cry within whenever you lock the bedroom door

Knowing I would head for the door if I could
And if I could I would leave for good
But remember, I have a phobia to defeat
When I can't even stand on my feet

I'm sick of it all
Sick of waiting for your call
Cause everyday is the same old story
Just missing the part of love and glory

And I wonder is this the beginning or the end?
Will this enemy I carry inside become my friend?
I'm afraid my future is the past
Afraid I'll never be first but always be last

It's like a foregone dream
I hold my head in my hands and silently scream
Your poison is running through my veins
And I'm holding my heart together with these chains

Your face chases me like the city lights
Slowly taking away my human rights
Now ain't it a pity?
That my face ain't as pretty?

I'm screaming your name
Taking your picture out of its frame
I wish I had something to say
But you locked my words away

I can't give it to you anymore
Please head for the door
You should know I would if I could
I would leave for good

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  • 18 years ago

    by Josh

    Beautiful,
    Just like all of your poems Mona.
    I love it and it expresses your feelings so well that I almost feel what you were feeling when you were writig this poem....
    Beautiful....

  • 18 years ago

    by Lady Vengeance

    Aww this is kool. It's really very emotional adn headstrong. i dunno if this is actual fact for you or not, but you write like you mean it. it's amazing.

    Suzie

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephy

    Aww mona! I hope it's not true...excellent poem though, it just fit perfectly...stay strong hunn -xxx-

  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    WOW !!!
    babe im speachless!!
    that's an incredibly awesome poem..Im so PROUD:)
    lol..you've always been great, you could tell, but this poem just blew me away.
    SO much emotion, the vocab was great and i am just so in awe by the way my heart is racing even now!
    lol..
    Take care huni
    lots of love
    xoxoxox

  • 18 years ago

    by Emma

    Gosh Mona. I love this poem. I had this feeling for about 4 months straight. and i am amazingly sorry it is happening to you because it is horrible. I aboslutely love ur writing though, and i am so glad i found you. Excellent poem, darling, i hope you feel better soon. Love you