The only reason...

"The only reason it continues to happen is because I let him hurt me. I let it happen. And I know I'm stupid for that, it's just that when you like someone you think, oh my god, things are changing, this time will be different. and even though it's just a kiss here or a cute remark there, it seems to make a hell of a difference to you and you hang on to it. and after a while you realize there isn't that much there. you have nothing but stupid ass mind games and lame memories, you have everything that means nothing to him"