The cutters letter...

For the rest of my life
I\'m a cutter
theres no changing that
i can hide the scars forever
i cant lie about what I\'ve done
i cant forget the past
all those lies
nothings left to be said theres nothing you can do
all the pain behind every scar
either you caused it
or you tried to stop it
you couldn\'t change what i was going to do
the only thing that was ever there for me
when i was mad,upset, or depressed
i thank you razor blade
you made me feel better
when everything felt so wrong
for my friends I've hurt for what Ive done to myself
I'm sorry
i love you for trying to be there for me
those times you weren't there the razor blade was
to all the liars, screw you
you only caused more problems
you lead me back to cutting
for believing you were true
but I\'ve grown stronger for believing in that
now I\'m trying to make it the best i can
it\'s not easy
every few steps i take
i make another mistake
i cant hide it from everyone forever
so I\'m letting you know whats really going on...