Just me

I was bought into the light now it's gone
for you think i am some kind of angel
but for myself I'm just a another devil
i can't seem to smile anymore for you

you say to stop talking crap about myself
but look at yourself your talk shit about yourself
i put myself down a way to make me feel happy
but for you it's just another stupid excuse

the days i just want to die for i feel like shit
nothing can restore my heart and brain
I'm gonna die and rust you won't care
I'm trying so hard but I'm not helping

i care less each and everyday must be just me
people care and i pass it with out knowing
why can't you see that life is hard for me
I'm falling tr to pieces I'm crying inside

I'm being so selfish talking about myself
there are those who have worse problems
people get abuses sexually and mentally each day
I'm sorry for all those who suffer so much I must pay

(C) DevilWithin