I'm dying in a way
I didn't think it possible till today
Grab my hand and show me
Tell me how I used to be
I can't smile this night
Everything is a depressing sight
It's not working anymore
Every time I close that door
I never want to come back
And I wish to seek the black
I enjoy being in the dark
Finding it hard to even start
To make myself try again
I'll be happy and so will you if I can pay the rent
There's a weakness in my mind
It's taking a toll on me time after time
I can't make it go away
But I have to deal with it every single day
It hurts to think about the truth
Hurts like pulling a permanent tooth
I'm afraid and shy of things too
But I'll force myself to show you
