Idiot

I'm an idiot for letting you fool me again,
I'm an idiot for thinking you'd grown up
I'm an idiot for thinking your smirk was a smile.
I'm an idiot for giving you my body again.
I'm an idiot for eating up the lies.
I'm an idiot for having hope.
I'm an idiot for being positive.
I'm an idiot for thinking this time would be different.
I'm an idiot for thinking it meant something.
I'm an idiot for thinking the picture of me had always been there.
I'm an idiot for thinking youâ??ve changed.
I'm an idiot for still loving you.
But you're an idiot for thinking I'll always be there.