No one knows...who I really am

At night as I lie awake
I think of all my bad ways.
The half truths I tell
and all the hate I felt.
And as my memories start to fade
the darkness starts to invade.
My hopes and dreams are all gone
but is this what I wanted all along?
then I realize that i cry
and my eyes
they are full of tears
but theres no one to hear.
Because I'm alone
left out in the cold.
My feelings i try to hide
keeping everything hidden in the inside.
because no one cares
all they do is just stare.
So I just try to blend
and follow the trend.
I try to smile
but it only lasts a little while
No one knows who I really am.

Copyright ©2006 Jeannette R

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