Why aren\\\'t things like they used to be?

It\\\'s been so long since I\\\'ve opened up to you,
It\\\'s been so long since I\\\'ve helped you out,
The thing is- I don\\\'t know what to do,
I don\\\'t understand what anything\\\'s about.

I\\\'m so confused,
I don\\\'t know how to cope,
I don\\\'t know weather I feel used,
I just can\\\'t wait to get home.

I\\\'m falling down this trap again,
I\\\'ve got to stop myself,
Otherwise the repitition will never end,
All I need is a little help.

This may seem unfair,
But the way I pull myself through,
Is by holding a teddy bear,
Closing my eyes and remembering it\\\'s you.

It\\\'s just that I miss telling you how I feel,
You\\\'re one of the only people I open up to,
I miss the way you used to put your trust in me,
The same way I put my trust in you.

I appreciate having a friend like you,
There\\\'s always a piece of you here with me,
You help me out; you pull me through,
That piece of you will always be everything I see.

Why aren\\\'t things as they used to be?
Am I a waste of your time?
Do you just want to forget about me?
Because if you do- it\\\'s fine...