One by one I dig these deep holes
All the pain inside them each
Crying from the darkness
Wanting to breath
My life shattering
Watching the pieces all fall
Looking at a mirror
Now shattered and not whole
Crying tears of pain
Not feeling anything
Wanting to breath
But choking gasping for air
Watching myself dying
And crying for help
No longer in this world
And watching from above
Myself walk through life as it was
Seeing all my love ones cry tears of pain
Wanting to tell them I love them one last time
Watching them say I never knew why she had did it
And me crying inside
Rain Starts falling
As I watch them and I cry
Why did I feel so empty inside
I cry
Why was I so lost inside
Crying tears of sorrow
Wanting to go back to fix it all
But I can't because it can't be resolved
Oh how I miss them oh so much
But their better off without me
Crying oh so bad
Why did they love me I ask from above
He says because they knew the you, you never knew
I wanted so much to know who I was
But I'm too lost to know
how to find myself
from above
I'm crying one last time
Because now I'm in heaven
Watching my loved ones mourn for my death...not knowing why
