2 steps forward into being insane, A 100 steps behind on hope.

Sadness is in full effect.
I inject a numbing disease.
Spreading through my empty vains,
leaving myself in disbelief.
A sickness finally surfaced
and finally I gave in.
Scraficing my own life;
knowing God wont forgive my sins.
With no heart beat I go on...
greeted by deaths kiss,
not caring that I'm gone,
not caring if I'd be missed.
Diseased and full of pain,
I roam this earth a lost soul.
No tears fall from my eyes
cause my heart still remains cold.
Empty and forgotten,
confused and insane...
Singled out by emotions,
but still trapped in a cage.

From the sky rains down my wishes,
every single one denied.
My heart wasn't pure enough to be heard.
So today I said Good-bye.