To you Christina *Part III*

Every second my heart rips..
because i always have to see
That there was another man
and you weren't truly loving me

You lied to me on the phone
Saying mike is just a friend
and that you'll always love me
You'll love me till the End

But obviously now is the end
Because I'm the one Torn
I'm the one here in bed
Wishing i wasn't born

Now your broken because of Him
When he played you like a guitar
I knew it wasn't going to last
It wasn't going to last far

Because no man could love you
Like I truly Love you
I'm not like any other guy
to use you then shove you

I'm Here with the knife in my hand
thinking if i should
and I'm so close to doing it
everyone knows i could

You hurt me so bad
to feel like i was used
To even take my heart
and have it abused

You had me falling for you
Falling for 9 months straight
but i cant have you back
Now its too late

I took you and my heart
and connect it
Guarded you and your heart
to protect it

To keep you from the harm
To keep you from the hurt
To wash away your pain
To wash away the Dirt

but now that I'm not there
You're feeling this pain
pain that I've been feeling
me and you are both in the rain

But i have that umbrella
I want to be close again
just as long as you see
Mike wasn't just a friend....