Weak girl with a strong wall

Can't take this anymore
looking in the mirror
at what i appear to be
but only i see whats behind the wall

i can feel the sorrow fighting
trying to break through
the closer it gets to one year
without you the harder it is

i won't let it
not a soul will see me cry
for i have a brick wall
and nothing will break through

but even cement crumbles eventually
can't fight it forever
the pressures building
my heart is being crushed inside

but no one will ever see that day
my weakness will not come out
my walls too strong
nothing will get through

not a tear or even a sniffle
because if i let just a little show
my wall will fall

so no one will ever see
who i really am,
a weak girl
with a strong wall