Fighting through my thoughts

I am colorless and small
Waiting to be devoured by you all
These lies you waste, lies that waste my time
I wish there was a shallow place in my mind

Today I saw you come and go
Oh how I wish your love did show
You see through me like air
I wish I meant something to you there

My body, soul and mind
Have been trodden, bruised and left behind
I can't wait for today to end
So I can start this day again

[A random poem I made up. It doesn't really make sense but it makes sense to me]