You know i can relate to this part very well..."I know Where is he? I can't meet him. I know his mobile no. but I can't call him. I know his e-mil address but i cant mail him. I know he only loves me."
Well,thats the risk of fallen in love....some take and succeed while some take and fail....
take care and keep smiling
People live in this material world, but the lovers live in a different world where they can see, talk, feel and share their joys and sorrows. Keep meeting him there if you still love him. But if the situation has changed gorget your past.