After All

After all thats happened
Im not sure what to expect
After all Ive said and done
I cant believe I have respect

I dont deserve what I have
Especially my friends in my life
They help me through battles
And all my pitiful strife

But all this new crap going on
Makes things complicated and hard
I feel miserable, and so very lost
I swear this has got to be my record

I only remember one other day like this
Although I have to say this isnt as bad
But I swear I am so confused and lost
But I am past the point of even being mad

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COPYWRITE Karen Simpson