Strangely enough this whole poem is setting a familiar scene for me ;).
You can tell a lot of your poem's styles are influenced by the music you listen to. The funny thing is, listening to those songs you get the lyrics,instruments, and vocals all trying to convey the emotion of the piece, and yet only a few of them pull off the same level conviction that your words do by themselves.
As much as I hate to increase your already overflowing ego :), you are soo talented in many different facets of writing.
I know this seems more like a review than a comment, (but im sure you will read the entire thing cuz you're pretty gay) It was well deserved for two reasons. One, I don't think I have commented on your stuff before. Two, what better way to celebrate your 300th,200th poem or whatever ridiculous number you are up to that no one should have ever reached on this website.