My Love story.

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I do not know where to start,
it is like no words can ever compare to how much pain I am feeling.
I often tell my self I do not love you anymore,
I do not know why I do because I know my heart does not lie.
Every morning when I awake I tell myself this is the day I will get over him,
when night comes I cry myself to sleep and think to myself this is the day I loved you more.
I never believed in miracles until I meet you,
you were my miracle sent from up above.
I know deep down inside I need to move on,
but I refuse I will not move on unless its you and me hand in hand.
You where always there to pick me up,
but since you walked away I have not been able to stand.
People ask me if you could have anything you want what will it be,
and with a soft whisper I say your name.
The truth is I miss you, I miss your smile, I miss the way you made me laugh, your soft brown eyes, your soft kisses, but most of all the love we shared.
The day you said good-bye a part of me died I did not believe it was true I didn't want to,
You said you loved me more than anything in the world and this is the hardest thing you ever had to do,
You said you can't live without me that I was your soul mate,
Yet if this is true why did you leave.
For every tear that falls I say to myself this will be the last tear I cry over him.
Never before did I realize what missing truly felt like until I lost you.
This pain I often feel which you could never know because it is caused by the absence of you.
My friends tell me not to love you they give me reasons why but what they don't understand is that in my eyes your perfect.
All I can say is no girl will ever love and understand you as much as I do.
No matter how far the distance know you are always going to be in my heart.
As time goes by the beats of my heart become slower because I know life is pointless with out you in it.
When forever is through that is when ill be over you.
I have made promises I could not keep, I have spent nights alone and cold crying myself to sleep, and I have had a love that did not last.
I guess this is my love story..