I miss you Daddy

Its been two years since my world fell apart
and since then i cant make a new start
Every night i cry myself to sleep
With this scar of memories so very deep
All the lies, blood, and tears
come with mistrust, pain, and fears
All these pictures remind me
of the happy place i used to be
Now all i see are strangers and no one that will care
in this place unknown i feel all naked and bare
I wish i could go back 2 years and make things right
I would stand up for my feelings and do whats right
but now its too late and i walk alone
All i have left to talk to is your stone
They say time heals all pain
but you cant get rid of it, just like a stain.
Maybe one day ill laugh like i used too
and maybe one day ill be as good of a parent as you
but for now i am a girl missing her dad
hopefully forever i wont be mad
I hate myself for letting you slip away
I wish there would have been a way for you to stay
I miss you oh so bad
I cant forget you, it hurts too bad
Please watch over me
and it will be you someday i will see!

May 9th 2004 my dad died. I was 14. Its May 9th 2006, I am now 16.
I love you dad!