Dear Daddy

~!~I know its long but please read it I will return the favor thank you~!~

Dear Daddy y do u hit me like u do,
why don\'t you ever say baby I love you,
you call me names that hurt me deep,
you hit me even when I\'m asleep.

This hurts so bad cant you see,
the scars show up all over me,
I cry every night thinking about you,
I wonder when you will do something new.

You are the one that I really fear,
my heart stops whenever you are near,
this isn\'t the way things should be,
you should love me don\'t you see?

you tell me I\'m just a mistake,
thats when I feel my life is at stake,
you tell me to be more like my sister,
this hurts me more than a big twister.

You make me want to bring out the knife,
and cut so deep to end my life,
does hurting me make you feel good?
or do you feel guilty?because you really should.

Even tho you hit me i still love you,
i wish you felt the same I really do,
why do you like breaking my heart,
this I don\'t know its tearing me apart.

I sit in my room writing this poem in a book,
your gonna kill me if you get one little look,
but now I hear you coming up the stairs,
catching me by total unaware.

You take a bat and hit me in the side,
its to late for me to run and hide,
but this time you\'ve went to far,
you\'ve left more than one little scar.

The last thing I see is you in my door,
staring at me while I lay on the floor,
now as I\'m bleeding the room is going black,
its finally over I\'m never coming back.

Will you come to my funeral?Will you be sad?
will you admit what you done was bad?
I want you to know I feel warm and safe,
now a smile is always upon my face,

One last thing before my spirit goes,
are you gonna tell mom? so everyone knows,
your the reason why I died,
the least you can do is try not to lie.

The white light is now bringing me through heavens gate,
this is what I wanted it was my fate,
yes when I got older I wanted to go to heaven,
just didn\'t think it would be as early as seven.

~If you can comment on this please it will mean alot Ill return the favor thank you~