He was gone

I lived through all the rain
That he cast upon my life
I got over all the pain
I looked away from the knife

He took away my dignity
Caused me living hell
Yea I'm over that part of my life
But i know that feeling oh too well

Once again I've been played
By a guy i trusted again
It's always the same old story
Each fairytale ending with me in pain

The same old feeling deep down inside
"Keep smiling" they all tell me
But i cant help but feel hurt
Why is this the way it always has to be

I won't hide away this time
I won't let him make me cry
I can't let him hurt me
I can't seem to work out why

Why every guy hurts me
Why my heart is never safe
Why every word is another attack
Now that i refuse to have faith

I thought that he was different
Someone new that would care
He knew my past but didn't worry
A fresh start,a guy who's there

I'll call you,those last words he said
I waited for that call days on end
He didn't ever ring or visit
So much for friends

He wanted to get to know each other
Bet that we already do
I should have seen it coming
I guess in my heart i always knew

Theres not a decent guy around
One that would treat me right
All i want is to feel loved
When close my eyes at night

Somebody i can dream of
who cherishes my smile
Someone who would go out there way
To stay with me a while

Maybe I'll never see that day
Loneliness is how I\'m meant to be
I guess no one knew what the future holds
we'll just have to wait and see

I thought that he was decent
but once again i was wrong
he lead me on and didn't care
and before it knew it he was..gone