A glimpse of hope for a suffering heart

My head pounds with pain,
i can feel the blood pulse through my veins.

my heart beats long and hard,
cutting my wrists deep with a single shard.

a glimpse of hope for a suffering heart,
asking god for a new start.

i look around me and see the tears,
now i show them thier only fears.

the fear that there daughter is dead,
and have to clue what it was lead.

it was lead by the depression overcame,
now they feel the pity and shame.

im sorry mommy i know youll miss,
she smiles sadly and gives me a kiss.

im sorry daddy for all the lies,
he stands they sternly and begins to cry.

i lay there in the hospital room,
i here the janitor sweep with his broom.

in a coma i was from my suicidal try,
i told them time after time i want to die.

but they brushed it off, walked right past,
now im dying so swift and so fast.

goodbye world i will miss thee,
if they only could love me for me