The Scary Truth♥

I picked up the phone
All I heard was a dial tone
I swear I heard it ring this time
I sat back down wiped away the tears; once agian pretending that I\'m fine
I thought everything would be alright
When I was alone in the dark you were always my light
I wanted so bad to see what this could do
I swear to go I wanted to be with you
I told you from the beginning that I was scared
You said you understood; said you\'d always care you\'d always be there
I said I\'m not one for head games.
You said \"don\'t worry, I swear I\'m different; I\'m like them, I\'m not the same
And now I sit and wonder was it just a lie?
Were you just another typical guy?
Now all I want is the god to honest truth
Do you honestly like me? Show me some proof
I waited time after time for you stupid phone calls
Most of the time you didn\'t even bother at all
I\'m stuck between a rock and hard place
I\'m scared to death for it\'s the truth I have to face
Now I cry my self to sleep at night
Because I know this feeling just isn\'t right
Knowing I\'m about to leave so much unsaid
Laying here lifelessy; I might as well be dead
You told me you were different
But now it;s quite clear that you weren\'t
I don\'t know what to do
I had pretty much confideded in you
I don\'t know how and I don\'t know why
It\'s so hard to turn around and say good-bye
I didn\'t want you to see my crying eyes
I knew you wouldn\'t understand; I knew you wouldn\'t realize
I wanted to be so much more then friends
But one broken heart is how it ends;
BUT; believe it or not when you came into my life
I was so happy to be alive
I dont know maybe my door\'s should have stayed closed
You weren\'t eally different; just another person it was you posed
Al I wanted was a guy to treat me right
And when I was scared and sad he would hold me tight
But I guess things will never be different and I guess it\'s true I do wish to hard on stars for a fairy tale life
I\'ll always be the girl reaching for the knife
You were all she thought about
He was her escape her way out