We Kissed

You say that I am perfect,
That there's nothing wrong about me
You say I shouldn't change anything about myself
But, it's clear that you can't see
'Cause I'm the girl who never smiles,
I'm the girl who never laughs
I'm the girl who everyone else
Makes feel like crap
I'm the girl who no one would miss
If she never came back
That's why she feels like running
Did you know that?
Now I've made you silent
You're shocked, I know that stare
Now that I've told you how I feel
You want to laugh, but you wouldn't dare
Don't tell me that I'm pretty
No, don't say that I shouldn't cry
'Cause I'll just tell you that I don't
But I know the tears fall down inside
And my heart, it feels so empty
So broken, and torn apart
You have no idea what to say now
No clue where to start
You try to tell me you've fallen for me
That I'm the only one you adore
You ramble on about something else
But I know you're lying some more
It's silent again, but then
I hear soft sobs coming from you
A few minutes later I hear you ask
"Now, what am I supposed to do?
Walk away from the one thing
My heart told me to run to?
Tell me, Miss smarty-pants.
'Cause I obviously have no clue"
I grabbed your hand not knowingly,
And sat down on the ground
I looked over my shoulder
To make sure that no one was around
I took a deep breath in
And slowly let it out
I was gathering up my courage
That had been lost within all my doubt
I started off very quietly,
In a voice even I could barely hear
"I've got no kind of visible beauty
'Cause it's all covered up by all my tears"
You then let go of my hands,
And wrapped your arms tightly around me
And you said, "I'd like to dry your eyes,
Would you let me help, please?"
"Only on one condition,"
I replied with a louder tone
"Never hurt my heart in this way,
Never leave me here alone.
'Cause you're the only one that I want
The only one I adore
Even though I know you love me
I thought you would want more
More than just me
More than the little that I am
More than just tears and pain
More than just 'your friend'".
You said, "I don't want anything more
Than exactly who you are
You are the most beautiful girl
I have met, by far"
You turned my head towards yours
And gracefully touched my lips
I closed my eyes, and everything went away
And slowly, we kissed