I remember that day

I remember that day
Not too long ago
The pain growing within me

I remember that day
Not too long ago
The drugs made me feel empty

I remember that day
Not too long ago
We really didn't care

I remember that day
Not too long ago
So we made a pact, a dare

I remember that day
It was yesterday
We decided to play with a gun

I remember that day
It was yesterday
I can still see the red stains run

I remember that day
It was yesterday
I scream and laughed and laughed

I remember that day
It was yesterday
I saw the hole and gasped

I remember that day
It is today
I wish it were you instead

I remember that day
It is today
I still hear the screams in my head

I remember that day
It is today
I don't really think you were there

I remember that day
It is today
I feel a harsh stingy within my head

I remember that day
It is today
I can feel my pulse slowing

I remember that day
It is today
And soon I will be dead

I remember that day
It is today
I heard you in my sleep

I remember that day
It is today
And it was all in my head