Backstabbing

I'm sick of being back stabbed and getting hurt
I'm sick of all this blood streaming down my shirt
I'm sick of screaming in my room at night
I'm sick of looking down and having the blade in sight

i hate all the stupid phone calls
i hate how my life just starts to fall
i hate all the name calling and fights
i hate crying my self to sleep at night

i wish i could get away
i wish i could move and stay
i wish i was never here
i wish i had nothing to fear