Gave up

Everywhere I look I see your face
The memory of you is so hard to erase
I cannot take this anymore
I will drop to my knees on this cold floor
Beg for you to please forgive
Then maybe I could again live
I left you alone again
I did not understand your pain
I did not listen to you
I did not try to break through
The wall you built up
I decided to give up
I gave up on you
And you gave up too
You took that blade and slashed your arm
And with it slashed open my heart
You made me remember what matters most
Your life was the price it took though