I'd really appreciate if you guys could comment on this piece because it means a lot to me. It is dedicated to Andrew Hazel and I'm reciting it for his birthday so if you don't mind leaving a comment that would be great Thank You SO MUCH!
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As I sit here in my room, alone, at last, I think of you.
Two days since we were last together & so think is all I do.
I miss the comfort felt in my coming demise.
You, Your voice, your touch, & your caring eyes.
We’ve been together, over two weeks together & they’ve felt so good.
Patiently waiting as things come together like they should.
Yet there’s still something that I realize is ringing true.
You’ve become my obsession, you & only you.
Your voice that brings me pleasure in this pain,
Has now become my only pleasure, sun or rain.
Your touch that I long for in the morning light,
Has become the only power in my might.
Your eyes that entrance my heart of black,
Now are the only things that I lack.
And as I sit here and think,
I realize I’ve been on the brink.
Of Insanity, Normality, yet the two are one,
In me this is what they’ve become.
I know not one from its distant brother,
Yet people can tell one from the other.
Am I just a sad girl lost in insanity?
Or are you really here saving me?
Was I insane before but now almost okay?
Is this the actuality in my day?
Love has brought these questions to my mind,
Yet the answers I still cannot find.
Almost lost in myself searching,
Yet the bird holding the answers isn’t perching.
They just fly, fly, fly away,
I may see them, one day I may.
However until that day finally comes,
You are mine and you’re the only one.
