Chapterz In Da Life Of Confusion

Expressionless meaningless words some how leave me speechless
I\'m lost in a tide of self thought unable to drown.
faceless partner cherished love yet so far away from ones tight grasp
wanting so bad but yet getting and wanting are too different things this i now know .
fill me up with things unmeaning full to try to fill this hollow void
or throw my hopes to the wind let my soul be destroyed.
i would but cry a tear but the icy heart i now bear would but freeze them before they embrace my cheek.
sweet unnatural light my only comfort a reminder that theres always tomorrow
yet wishing deep down that maybe this Would be Betta if it all ended.
yet i bare the false courage to undertake the unforgivable deed so my tale ends a paragraph
and prepares to start a new chapter in life.
this story i hope has a happy ending thoe i feel the chances are slim to none.
so as i retire to my endless night let me remind you the story has just begun.

...Syner.2006.Da-Emo-Assasin.My Words My Life My Love My Knife.
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