The Paper In My Hand

by Angel Sanctuary ©   Aug 9, 2006


My voice is a wound that cannot heal.
Every time I try to easy the pain
Something, someone, begins to cry,
So you tell me to shut-up!

Ive lost you, I know I have,
Now, you turn your head embarrassed of me
You yell to me, -dont come around no more-
And I begin to apologize for my faults,
Apologize for all thats wrong about me.
But, I have made so many mistakes
That I just am the fault of the world.

I cant apologize now, because
I would be apologizing for being me.
I have lived just being me,
And you kick me to the curb when
I am only being. . . me

You tell me there is something wrong with me
That I should be on my knees begging,
Asking you to - please take me back,
Take me back in your arms, Im sorry-

Ok, here I go,
Im sorry I am honest
and that Ive only done what you ask
But love, maybe its not me
Maybe its you.

Maybe, just maybe, Im not the one with the problem
So then maybe Im better off,
Letting - you- let me go,
Because I did what I could
And I did what I can for this to work
But to try so hard for a flame to last
Means this flame was doomed to pass.

So I guess, Good bye my love,
Because as I write this
I realize its not me
We were just never meant to be.

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