Missing my daddy

Seeing you day after day this couldn't seem real ,on the outside looking in not knowing what to feel. thinking of the last words i spoke to you and how this just cant be true ,believing that ill always have you. getting that news just hurt my heart ,saying in my mind "hes my daddy well never part". but when you threw up your hands peacefully
saying goodbye, god took you away up high. now looking at your picture and listening to your favorite song ,thinking "you never know what you got until its gone" ,knowing god took you from all your wrong. thinking of were you are it makes me feel better, but being sad when celebrating your birthday not being together .thinking of you always, knowing "I'm not gonna have all good days,''with all thats in me trying not to say this sadly ,"ill always be missing my daddy".