Slowly killing myself

I look in the mirror
And my own reflection i see
Why is this happening to me

My clothes are to big for me
Yet im letting myself waste away
Im not doing this for attention
Im doing this for me

My world is such a mess
And nothing i can change
This is the only thing i can control

This makes me happy
This is what will make me perfect
This is what makes me

**this may not make sense to anyone else but me...**