The Point of No Return

I've reached the point of no return
If I ever go back, I'll eternally burn
dancing with the devil on the cell block
that's what I get for guns and rock

My dry throat tries to speak but burns
my feelings and emotions aren't your concerns
take away Becky, and I'm left with loneliness
take my friends, and I'm even more worthless

I stalk the streets, the walking dead
I'm still walking, but on the death bed
None of you know what I'm turning into
and no one really has a single clue

Bleached skin, and cold blue eyes
could I be truthful, or full of lies?
I stay devoid of weak emotion
happy isn't even a faint notion

A mask of apathy, eyes full of hate
I'm already dead, the reaper's just late
I walk an endless course with blind turns
I'm scarred from the crashes and burns

The loves feel good, but is pointless
take Becky, and all I have is loneliness
if you take all my close friends
my soul goes through tight hairpin bends

Stare into the blue of my eyes
try and see through my lies
stare into my soul, see it bared
and see the times I really cared

I've reached the point of no return
turn back now, and I'll forever burn
I'm dancing with the devil on the jail cell floor
all my sins and evil deeds burn me, to my very core...