Anerexia

Starving to be thin,
Hateing yourself within.

Sitting all alone,
Dying for a body thats tone.

No one saw my tears,
How I starved for all those years.

Running in the rain,
To get rid of all my pain.

Death was creeping up on me,
Thats what opened my eyes and let me see.

I am beautiful,yes,
Its just my life is a total mess.

Struggling is so hard,
Trying to hold on to Gods delt card.