Isolated Sadness

Written in blood I can barely see my own reflection.

Those days of darkness and suffering still linger in my mind.

If only you were there to help me along.

Now I'm drowning in my own pool of failures.

Whispers of the long forgotten call out to me and try to guide me through.

But the days have gone past and now its all up to you.

See me suffer in hollow silence while it devours me whole.

Reaching into me ripping out each and every part of my soul.

Losing control you hand me the shovel to dig my own hole.

Giving up losing all hope cant seem to find the end of the rope.

With a twist and a knot slipped through the hole, falling from this cloud was my only goal.

You gave up on me without much effort, soon to fall you knew it would be the end.

will I ever see the beginning tunnel of forsaken shame which hides me within?

Drawn to intention another piece to the puzzle that fits without fear.

Along this road I see the end drawing near.

Tie the knot and finish the noose
My halo as dropped through the hole so loose.

Tightened, my neck breaks with a final estate as i suffocate

into this abyss my rotting flesh begins to fade away.

The blue clouds of a crying sky suddenly turn gray.

Forever I am banished to a desolate place of isolation.

Into the shadows I cry inside myself with never ending frustration.