Friendly Pills

These convulsions shake me with truth and demise,
Holding this bottle of deadly lies.
Stuck to torment, I grieve for more.
Silence rises when I hit the floor.
Trembling, Bleeding, words can not describe,
the feelings I have while I attempt to die.

Just one more pill...(it will help me through)

Just one more fill....( its all because you)

Just one more shot to ease all this pain
Again I shake with dirty veins.

You looked at me with empty eyes,
the splinters have started no time for cries.
Like a stone I fall fourth to the floor, still shaking for the bottle I take two more.
It was all lies you pressed on me in tears,
slapped in the face I was dreaming for years.
You said it was over I said it was too, but then you walked back and acted like I loved you.
Well its too late for false feelings I got my friends in a can.
As I take one more pill the room spins like a fan.
Falling I convulse once more while aspirating on saliva and drowning in dormant tears.
Unrecognized enigma, a life in a pill
You cant die yet till you've had your fill.

Just one more pill...(it will help me through)

Just one more fill....( its all because of you)

Just one more shot to ease all this pain
Again I shake with dirty veins

Silence begins and the end has now come,
motionless disturbance has found me numb.
To good to be true for someone like you,
your lost and I'm gone theres nothing left to do.
Sit at my grave and cry your false tears,
You hated me always like something you feared.
Why do you weep for something you don't keep?
you've thrown me away and now you cant sleep.
Rest your head and say good night
the pills have done their job for
the death of a paper soul ripped from its life.

Just one more pill...(it will help me through)

Just one more fill....( its all because of you)

Just one more shot to ease all this pain.
Again I shake with dirty veins.