In the heat of the moment

In a heat of a moment it all comes back
Just one second gone by and Im lying on my back
Im yelling, Im screaming
Looking down and Im bleeding
With tears on my face virginity erased.
The pain runs up my thighs
I scream and close my eyes
But theres just to much pressure
Being forced inside.
One hand holds me down
While the others free to roam around
Im crying now
Those silent tears
As I lay and watch my childhood years
FADE AWAY!
In the heat of the moment
Im still speechless to say
Im scared.