Mother...

(This poem does not rhyme most of the time I just wanted to get some of my thoughts out)

Mom
I'm a baby
I cannot hear nor see
But I feel your warm hand
Close to me

Mom
I'm a toddler
I'm starting to walk
But where do you keep going?
Cause your visits are getting scarce
I keep looking out the window
For you
Waiting and waiting
Until Grandma finally tells me
"She's not coming...."

Mom
I'm a child
I'm in school now
I know nothing of you anymore
Cause we moved
After you abandoned me
But it's all good
Cause I don't remember you

Mom
I'm a pre-teen
I just had my first crush
Amazing isn't it?
But once again
You're not here
Like you ever were

Mom
I'm a teeneager
I'm writing this poem
Haven't I become something?
Dad tells me about you
But it's not enough
I had a mother's touch as a baby
But as I grew
I grew without you
And I had to survive on my own
From then on.....

TELL ME!
How come you left?
How come you weren't there?
How could you hate me so much?
What did I do to you?
I grew from a baby,toddler,child,and a pre-teen
And now I'm just me

You never knew
You never had one clue
But until I tell you all this
Face to face
I'll still call you
My mother....