Shapeless tears

My tears are shapeless
My feelings I can never express
My words have no meaning
These tears I have been screening
This is not what I imagined my life to be
I always imagined my tears would be free
But now I hear whispers all around
They talk about me and laugh at me like I am a clown
Life would be easier if my tears had a shape
These strange feelings I need to escape
This world continues to turn
Whilst my eyes burn
Confusion, rage and loneliness
My tears contain every emotion except happiness
A silent plea
For my tears to be filled with glee
Escapes my eyes
Whilst my soul cries
I need to understand
What these tears mean before they hit the sand