Monster..
that is the word they use for me...
I tried to sheild you
but, you had to ask.. to pry..
I held this fear back long enough..
im sorry
be happy.. let me go..
do yourself that much..
jack.

I didn't pry
It was my right to know
We had something
And you didn't believe in it enough to trust that it would be enough
Don't make excuses for yourself
You aren't a monster....you are Jon
That's bad enough

Jack is the shadow that lurks behind you
the one that coincides with you
the one you cant let go
even though jon is a wh0re
but, none of this is your fault..
deserve it you did not..
....
jon- jack..
can you find it?

Jack is the one that I never want to let go of, but I must to live. I cannot think of you with someone else. Never. She is yours and you are hers. I belong to no one.

You said you had him, is that a lie?
come on, jack is still holding on to you, this monster bit you but that does not mean that he is that way on the inside, i was backed into a corner, there was no other options.. i took it out on the people that meant the most to me..
w-e
I'm not asking for your forgiveness.. I'm just saying i'm sorry..

You have said that you are sorry...over and over. But, I just don't know anymore. I am holding on to Jack. I probably always will. It's just so hard to hold on to something that is steadily slipping away. If Jack loves her...or anyone else but me...then let ME go.

Left some comments on your poems.

Tell me what to do. I can't function on my own anymore.

Get to know him..
please...
love him
not me

I don't know if I can love him. All I know is that I sure as hell don't love you anymore.

You can, you will
inside you want him like you wanted me to hold you. you want him like you wanted me, someone to hold, to tell you that the world is a good place.. to be there to cry on your shoulder, kiss your face in the rain. all the things that i couldn't.

All the things you wouldn't.

I do love him.

And it is the best thing in the world.

I wouldnt, what is that supposed to mean.. i tryed.. i did.. i held you in the ocean.. i dont think he'll be able to say that for a long while.. but then again he can hold you all the time..

You wouldn't stay. You wouldn't hold on. It really doesn't matter to me anymore. I love him and I hope that you love her.