Perfect?

Perfect?

It doesn't matter
What I say or do,
I will still be a failer,
It's all the same to you.

You drove me to the edge
Then you crossed the line
I can no longer pretend-
-Everything is not fine.

I am drowning, fading away
Nothing is left but lies.
You can't even imagine
How many tears have flowed from my eyes.

I am not perfect, not even close.
I can't be who you want me to be.
Believe me I've tried,
But you will never see...

I cannot win-
-Your expectations are too high!
How can I over achieve
When I am barely getting by?