Why'd you have to go?

I just wanted you to know
that I have been missing you so
ever since we parted
I hate the way my new life started
without you
but what could I do?
You didnt love me
I felt like a flower without its bee
all alone,
feeling like I had no home
for my heart

And now I will never see you again
, I thought we would be together until the end...
But i guess that was a lie
because we had to say our goodbyes

Now you are 1000s of miles away
and my heart has gone astray
and is still with you, my love
as happy as a dove,
since it is by your side
Never feeling the need to die

But now I am left without a heart,
and no, It was not like that from the start
and I just wanted you to know
that I still can't believe that you had to go