Can never believe the truth

As I sit here, I shiver..
I don't know what truly goes on,
I can only hope there's nothing wrong.

I feel I have been deceived..
While for many days.. I have only grieved.
What is going on, I ask myself?

I don't know what to do,
As this world I can never see through.
I wish I could only know.

I have no clue, but so many doubts,
All I can do, is sit here, and pout.
If only I knew..