My last wish

All the wishes I made about you were so wrong
Or the lyrics I sang to every lonely sad song
Or the tears I cried should have never fell
I shouldn't have ever put you before myself

All the nights I stayed up just to be on your mind
All the pain and heartache was just a waste of time
I'll never get back all that I've given to you
And my hearts scarred from the things you do

You bring me more sadness that anything more
Your kisses are sweet but they leave me too sore
Your smile rarely reveals it's self ever to me
Only the times I've been in pain that you've seen

Your words are lies that I always foolishly believe
You're the pain in my side, an incurable disease
You're the one person that's made me change
And I can't get my life to go back to the same

I'll never really trust anyone anymore no matter who
I'll never feel the same about someone as I did you
The anger inside my heart will forever be fuelled
Because how could I ever forget all that you did was cruel

This story was never meant to have a happy end
It's too broken and tattered now far beyond mend
It'll never be fixed because I can\t do it on my own
And I know now, that I'll never be hurt if I'm alone

So many wishes that I know I spoke all wrong
Too many tears I've cried to each sad song
But now the one last wish that I want to come true
Is the wish that I never met you...