As each day passes it seems as if confusion wraps an even tighter grasp around me
Dont really know what to do; dont really know where I belong
Just holding on to something I cant let go
Many thoughts are consuming me every second
losing grip of all I have
afraid to start new, afraid to take risks
Its all sadness and what ifs
Every offer, every chance scares me away
I built a wall to keep me safe from my harm
This wall is my only way of escape
As each tear rolls down my cheek
I wonder when will I find true happiness again
I desire it all so much, but I wont take those risks
Because all along ill be thinking what if
