One more mistake

This person here, it isn't you
But I let them do what you do,
Or what you did.
(Past tense I keep forgetting)
You've said goodbye
You've closed the lid.

So why are you lying on me?
Why are you in my bed?
Is this some sick victory?
Oh, you'e only in my head.

And who's this stranger
With whom I'm interacting
I forget about the possible danger
After all, I'm only acting.

Five straight shots
And I'm more daring
Ten straight shots
I'm way past caring,
Whose bed I’m sharing.

I don't really care who they are,
No belief they no my name
I know this isn't going far,
Within myself I hold the blame.

I close my eyes
It's you I see
It's you I know is
Touching me.
This man who’s here
Now is sleeping,
I close my eyes
To stop them weeping.

And he'll be gone before I wake
Another night, one more mistake.