I Can't Go Home After School Today.

I can never be home when I'm not with you.
There's no other place worthy of that name,
yeah, there's no other place that is the same.
I can't find comfort anywhere else, it's true.

Time has changed, next to nothing at all,
we may be apart, but that's just a slight fall.
I choked; we stuttered; we fell to the floor,
so forgive me please, for wanting more.

When we hug, I cry, and pour out my heart,
but that's how we were, even in the start.
When we hold hands, it's almost too much,
but I know I'd be worse without your touch.

Some days suck, but some days are decent,
though those days are rare in days of recent.
I try hard to find the happiness within me,
I want to be glad for you; I want it so badly.

I won't find 'home' again; no place compares,
but I'm sure I'll manage, in days (years) to come,
if I ever manage to forget those days of fun,
and if I ever stop remembering those stares.

I've never felt so horrible, as I do without you,
but then again, what could I possibly do?

Sarah Gammon ©
19/01/07

This isn't from my point of view.
Thanks for reading -xxx-.