You've got a lot of talent. It sounds like you've been through a lot, too, but you also seem very strong. Things get better, I've been there too, maybe everyone has. Don't stop writing.

All that matters, is happiness. Tame the Past, and name your Future. Against all odds, victory abounds. Nothing has come to stay, but truth. Forgiveness is solemn vengeance. Things go wrong, to turn good at last. From tears of agony, gems rise.