Dear Mommy,

I'm not writing this to hurt your feelings, im just telling u how i feel,
you tell us that you love us all the time but then i begin to wonder if your love was really real.
I don't know what to our family , I just don't understand,
why u didn't ask for help knowing that our family would have given u a helping hand.
Mommy i miss you so much i just wanna be a family again,
but all because of the mistakes that u have made... u have a broken heart to mend.
Amir is my best friend and now we barely get to see each other,
all because of everything that happened i lost my perfect brother!
I love you so much mommy and you mean the world to me,
I just wish that u would have made your decisions more wisely.
You promised that u would always be there to try and make things right,
but now i'm wondering where u are and crying my eyes out every night.
Now my life is all fu**ed up because of the decisions that u made in the past,
so now i know that i should have listened to Brenden when he said "good things never last"

Love always, Lakiah