My Circus

My failures are now in the spotlight
introducing my fears and regrets
my memories are now my nightmares
my dreams, I'm scared I'd forget

the shadows are haunting me everywhere
they're trying to make me one too
they want me to be another absent of light
though thats an offer i cannot refuse

i don't want to face the outside again
the glares, they're too hard to bare
every time i think, some faith fades away
again I've realized life's never fair

hello everyone, now back to the show
for everyone in the world to see
how thoughts can be dangerous in the scariest ways
how strongly life and death disagrees